The Way of the Rose traces the complete spiritual metamorphosis of the divine feminine, here embodied by "ᛞER"... a title representing the ancient ways of water goddesses from temple lineages. This journey echoes the Magdalene's path, understood in Rose Line traditions. Her fated connection catalysing and mirroring, her own awakening, remembrance, and wholeness. Love is her guide, the question and the answer, the wound and the healing, the journey and the destination. Through passion, pain, and loss, she remembers her divinity and steps into her mission as a healer, artist, and sacred vessel.The rose blooms, burns, and blooms again. Fire meets water. Shadow meets light. And through it all, she becomes whole.
You called me down with a whisper
A pull I could not name
Like roots seeking water
I followed your flame
The world above was gold and pale
I craved the dark beneath the veil
Your silence tasted like the storm
And still .. I wanted more
Your hands were thorns and sanctuary
Your eyes .. my holy adversary
I bled to bloom beneath your reign
To love you was to know my pain
Serpent and rose, we coil, we burn
Two souls that ache, two souls that learn
You pulled me under .. I became
The fire beneath you
You held me like a question
Like a ghost you feared to touch
But even in your trembling
I loved you far too much
Was I your spring or your undoing?
Did you long to let me go?
Or did the underworld feel warmer
When I lit it up in glow?
In midnight dreams, I still feel you breathe
The serpent coils where roots deceive
But this time, I rise through the scar
I bloom where the shadows are
Serpent and rose, our fate unspun
The dark and light become as one
From holy ruin, I arose
I am both the serpent and the rose
And though the fates wove silence
Into the thread of you and me
I carry the underworld inside
And it sets me freeI was drowning in silence
Buried under stone and fire
A thousand echoes of myself
That I could not yet remember
But the ashes sang my name
And the waters pulled me home
Through the fracture, through the flame
I am not what I was before
I arise, crowned in fire, bathed in rain
The vessel of sorrow reborn through pain
Petals fall, but the roots still remain
The rose will bleed, yet bloom again
Every scar a constellation
Every wound a sacred door
I was broken for becoming
I am everything, and more
Water in my veins
Fire in my breath
Drown me, burn me
I awaken in death!
I arise, crowned in fire, bathed in rain
The vessel of sorrow reborn through pain
Petals fall, but the roots still remain
The rose will bleed, yet bloom again!I've lived this before
The same ache, the same tide
But this time
I stay awake
I remember
I return to myself
It hums beneath my skin
A memory I didn't choose to begin
Salt in my blood, fire in my veins
An ancient love that still remains
Your silence split the ocean wide
Lemuria fell .. the sea, it cried
But even death could not contain
The memory carved within my name
This crown of salt and flame
Born of love, reborn in pain
I burned for truth, I drowned in lies
Now I rise from where we died
Each lifetime a mirror, a wave, a scar
Trying to remember who we are
But this time, the pattern breaks
The ocean inside me finally wakes
No more lifetimes bound in ache
No more waiting at the wake
I forgive the fire, I bless the rain
I am whole within the pain
I loved you in the age of stars
When kingdoms drowned beneath our scars
But this time, I won't fade away
I am the ocean .. I stay
This crown of salt and flame
No longer breaks beneath your name
From ruin's edge, I claim my reign
The queen returns, untamed
The ocean does not beg to be loved
It simply is.Beneath the veil I whispered your name
In the garden where the shadows came
Every petal fell like a prayer unheard
And silence bloomed where love once stirred
I was the flame I was the flood
The wound that learns to taste its blood
Every thorn that pierced my skin
Became the key to rise again
From the ashes of the rose I breathe
Crowned in sorrow I am freed
Fire cleanses what water weeps
In the ruin my spirit sleeps
But I'll bloom again
From the ashes of the rose
I wore my pain like holy cloth
A requiem carved in frost
Every loss a sacred vow
Every scar a temple now
The fire kissed what I outgrew
And I became the smoke that flew
Through the dark I found my flame
I remember my true name
From the ashes of the rose I breathe
Crowned in sorrow I am freed
Fire cleanses what water weeps
In the ruin my spirit sleeps
But I'll bloom again
From the ashes of the rose
Let me burn let me drown
I am both the loss and the crown
Holy fire take me whole
Reforge my heart reclaim my soul
Broken down to fundamental truth
Rise
From the dust a new pursuit
From the ashes of the rose I rise
With the storm behind my eyes
Flame and tide I now compose
The sacred hymn the cosmos knows
And I bloom again
From the ashes of the rose
I am more than ash
I am more than flame
I am the rose reborn
Whispering my true nameI see you in the mirror now
Not as stranger foe or friend
But as the face I've always worn
Where my perceived journey finds its end
Every shadow cast a part of me
Every light a truth I couldn't see
A whisper in the silent deep
Secrets that my soul would keep
Every fight was with myself
A phantom foe a cunning guise
Every wound was self inflicted wealth
Reflected pain behind my eyes
Every love was self love in disguise
Every hate was self restricted lies
We were each other's mirror and flame
Two sides of the very same name
What I loved in you was me
What I hated I couldn't see
Mirror and flame mirror and flame
We were never two we're the same
Mirror and flame mirror and flame
Playing love's eternal game
All the passion all the searing pain
Was just consciousness at play
A divine lesson through sun and rain
To love the parts I'd hidden away
The masks I wore the roles I played
In your pure light they softly swayed
You were the tempest you the calm
Healing me with your silent psalm
Every doubt was planted by my mind
A prison built for me to find
Every step I took was toward your grace
To finally meet my truest face
No more hiding no more fear
The truth of us is crystal clear
We were each other's mirror and flame
Two sides of the very same name
What I loved in you was me
What I hated now I see
Mirror and flame mirror and flame
We were never two we're the same
Mirror and flame mirror and flame
Playing love's eternal game
In your eyes I see my soul unbound
In your heart my true home is found
We were never meant to be apart
We were meant to mend a fractured heart
A cosmic dance a sacred art
Tearing down walls making us whole
The fractured self now reconciled
A sacred union undefiled
This boundless space where shadows cease
My soul now rests in utter peace
No longer bound by time or strain
Only the echo of your name
A tapestry of light and grace
Reflected in this timeless space
We are each other's mirror and flame
Two sides of the very same name
What I loved in you is me
What I hated now I see
Mirror and flame mirror and flame
Consciousness playing its sacred gameThe ocean calls my name in tongues forgotten
Its voice a mirror of my own
Every wave carries fragments of memory
Every current sings come home
I walked through fire to reach the sea
To burn away what wasn't me
Now silence speaks and I can hear
The truth was always waiting here
I am the oracle of the tide
Born of flame the sea couldn't hide
I rise from the depths my heart untamed
No longer lost, no longer unnamed
The moon above it pulls upon my spirit
Revealing pathways I had sealed away
Each breath I take a covenant remembered
Bringing forth the dawn of a new day
Now silence speaks and I can truly hear
The truth was always waiting always near
A potent power wild and undefined
An ancient magic finally aligned
I am the oracle of the tide
Born of flame the sea couldn't hide
I rise from the depths my heart untamed
No longer lost, no longer unnamedThere was a point in the stars
where our souls aligned
Not to bind but to awaken
a door opened through your eyes
And I stepped through into myself
You were the echo of a vow
I once made to remember
Not to you but to the light
We carried before the world forgot
We met at the vertex
Where destiny folds in on itself
I burned you broke and through the ruin
I saw the thread it led me home
Now I walk between timelines
You were never only the ignition
The flame that cracked the shell
So I could rise
( The ending )
If you ever look up
And feel me in the pull of the tide
Know that love was never lost
It became light
At the vertex we dissolved into truth
You were my shadow I was your dawn
No longer mirrors just stars
Remembering why they fell
Not lost
Just transformed
Forever changed.I am the calm and the flame
I do not wait to be chosen
I call what's meant by name
I have walked through silence
Through lifetimes of ache and bloom
Now my heart is not a wound
It's a temple, it's a tune
I don't crave rescue or control
Only presence, deep and whole
A steady heart, a grounded hand
To rise beside me, man to man
I am not the shadow of your dream
I am the fire you've always seen
And if you come, come true
Not to hold me . but to burn with me too
Come find me where the sacred starts
Between the breath, between the hearts
No fear, no chains, no blame
Just devotion in the flame
I have learned the art of longing
The grace of standing tall
My love is not a weakness
It's the power that births it all
I crave the soul that meets my gaze
Not flinching from my blaze
He listens deeper than desire
He knows that love's a holy fire
And if he comes, he'll know my name
Not as conquest, but as flame
Come find me where the sacred starts
Between the breath, between the hearts
No fear, no chains, no blame
Just devotion in the flame
This is not need . it's remembrance
Not want . but resonance
I have loved the dark, I've claimed the light
Now I call the one who walks both right
Come to me, not to tame or own
But as the king who stands alone
We'll build the world our souls became
Two equals, one sovereign flame
I do not chase
I magnetize
I burn
And he arrives.